INTENSE Q & A
Few days ago I asked you on TL and IG to ask me some intense questions and these are the questions that you've asked me. I actually don't know if these are already intense but maybe since these are your questions. So today, I am going to answer those questions! So shall we
start?
Q. What is your profession?
A. I decided to answer this for those who may not know, I am not working yet. I am still studying, 3rd year college to be exact. I am in a University; taking the Bachelor of Science in Fisheries and Aquatic resources.
Q. Is there God? And if there is why good and innocent people die, get raped, murdered, etc etc.
A. Yes there is God, some people just don't have hope anymore. I know it is not easy to have hope but questioning why we should have hope for something you can never have doesn't get you anything or anywhere. Some people just don't believe or respect God, resulting for them to disregard or disrespect others who believe in God. Now to answer your next question, we all gonna die eventually. We can't blame God for that. I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason. If someone you love die from sickness, think of it this way- God didn't wanted him to suffer anymore. In short, always choose to see the positive side. Sometimes it is hard to see the good in some situations but you gotta focus to find it. God is guiding us everyday. Literally every day. But that's all God can do, to guide us. God can't tell us what to do or what not to do, it all depends on us. I also believe that there's Satan who controls the evil people, which tells them to rape, murdered people etc etc. I hope you choose God to guide you and not Satan.
Q. Why would any human being count their cuts?
A. I can't give you the best answer for this question for each person have their own version of answer. BUT it's no secret that I've started cutting by the age of 17 and yes I'm one of those people who count their cuts. Basically for me, I count my cuts to know how many times I've been struggling or how many times I've triggered. For some reason, reason that I can't explain- it gives me satisfactions.
Q. Who would you sacrifice your life for?
A. My auntie, older sister of my mom. She's literally my whole life. Don't get me wrong, I love my parents, just as much as you love yours. But my grandmother and auntie was the one who raised me. My auntie is the only person who believes in me. She's the only person who never gave up on me and the only person who supports me. She never ever doubted me. There's nothing I wouldn't do for her. If not because of her, I wouldn't be here. You wouldn't be reading this blog right now.
Q. Why are we terrified of dying although we know it is inevitable?
A. I don't think we are afraid to die. People are just confused. We are not afraid to die, I mean how can we be afraid of something we don't know when to happen? We can die later by accident or tomorrow while sleeping, we'll never know. We can't just say "I will die later, I'm afraid" can we? Of course not! Yes we are afraid but not from the idea of dying. We're afraid to leave the people we love. We're afraid of the idea of not doing anything or the things we wanted to do before we die.
Q. Why did you disabled the comment sections on your blogs?
A. This happened last December, someone was harassing me. Commenting negative stuffs about me and emailing me. I have no enemy therefore I have no idea who's that person was. I don't know if it was a girl or a boy, no idea at all. Unlike emails, we can put them to spam or unwanted messages, here I can't do that so I just decided to disable comment section. I'll be hypocrite if I tell you that I am not affected, after all I'm just a human. I shouldn't be affected cause what that person was saying about me is far from who I am but on the other side I wanted to make this site as positive as it can be. I don't want any negative here. I'm just spreading positive vibes on here, doing the things I've always wanted to do and tryna inspire people. God knows how pure my intentions are that's why I don't really understand why this person is harassing me.
Q. Do you think the future will be better than the present?
A. I am actually one of those people who's been thinking about her future and I am scared for what my future would look like. But to answer this question, I think it depends on the person how determine they are to make their future better than where they are right now.
Q. When is it acceptable, if ever, to disobey the law?
A. When the law is definitely corrupted or the laws themselves are ridiculous and as long as it doesn't harm anyone uninvolved and innocent.
Q. Where do you see yourself five years from now?
A. Over the next few years, I want to explore and develop new things I wouldn't thought I could. I want to meet new people and experience other cultures. I hope by that then I've gained enough experience that could help me in the future. In five years, I hope to have my own business.
Q. Do you believe in life after death?
A. I'm actually the kind of person who doesn't believe in something if I've never experienced it.
Q. Are you okay? I mean really okay?
A. I'm okay but not totally okay. There are days were I feel unmotivated, hopeless and sometimes useless. But that's totally okay, right? Aren't we all feeling the same. These kind of feelings are normal, I would say. What's important is we are able to survive that day. And thank you for checking on me! :D
Q. How to handle a loss of loosing a best friend?
A. Loosing someone who is really close to us must be the hardest experience we could ever experienced. I really hope you're just asking me this question out of nowhere and not because you're experiencing this. The only advice I could give is to honor the memories you've shared together. Allow yourself to fully experience it. Grief as long as you want and know that your feelings are valid.
Q. What is a perfect day for you?
A. When I am able to do all my task during that day.
Q. What's the most surprising gift you have received?
A. My dog.
And that's it for todays blog. Thank you so much for those people who sent me these questions and I apologize for those questions that I wasn't able to answer. I just don't feel like answering some questions and some are like totally out of the box. Anyway, Thank you so much for reading, I make a tons of blogs like this so stick around! I'll see you on my next one! :)
